Hellooooooooooooooo

A very long hello from me. Wishing everyone is in the pink of health. 

Lots of time to kill before i start working in a new place, this time i work in my field. A field that i know and proven i'm good at ;). It took me 8 months to realize. Yes, despite all the humble achievements i accomplished. I have a good real life experiences from my previous company that gave me 50126866 hard slaps on my face over and over again to realize i need to do some bad decisions in order to find what's good for me. So what if you didnt like what you thought was fun at the first place? 

Accept whatever shits that happen, take the lesson, leave behind all the excess baggage, create a new path and move on.

Macam senang kan, I am still stucked at the excess baggage, cant seem to forget shits easily. heh :p. 

So, should you ask me what did i do throughout the longggg hiatus? Taking risk and handling it like a boss. 

Ok, that's a little heavy for an introduction.

On a lighter note, i have a new cat, Tom. I would like to add another pet and name it, Jerry tapi big boss tidak bagi. 

he is that dramatic

I've been to places i've never been to. Bali in May. Damai Puri in June. Sematan palm beach in July. Sebuyau in Sept. Never heard the 3 last places? itu lah kamu, belum lagi kasi habis tempat sendiri sudah mau pigi Italy. heh tiba-tiba.

 

Bali

Damai Puri.

(Sematan & Sebuyau no pics in PC. Friends in fb should've seen the pics)

To sum it all, my life is well balanced. I have my good days and bad days. And you wont see me writing all over the net, the bad one i mean.

I meant to share this one nice quote in blog since i shared this once in my FB.

Be bold. take risk. 

Till then!

Easy sunday

sets of fujifilm instax mini 7s and my pwink hobo bag. the glue is there for size reference.

Just so you know, the pink bubblegum hobo bag is purchased from Sheila. I used that often to the office, regardless of whatever color of clothes i wear. Functionality my friend, is the key :D

So, i've finished a box film which consists of 10 sheets of polariod films. Biasa lah,kesakaian yang maksimum katakan.

among the selected

That is one easy way to personalized a home yes? Looking forward to fill up the black spaces with memories. My rose blooms for the 2nd time in 2012 punya gambar ada, our first kitchen rack for temporary storage pun ada, gambar kucing oren yg suka  limpas2 rumah kami lagi belum ada (??)

Hope y'all enjoy your weekend! Happy resting :D

To mark today.

 As what i have wrote here

source: uncle google

I

will

start

working

tomorrow.

I've bought the instax mini! Yes you read that right, after so many times of contemplation. This time is for better purpose, just to remind me how far i've come to hence the purchase just a day before i start my 3rd job. And that last night,i dream about it -_-"

You might think why such thought need to be embody in a camera form? or any physical form?

Well, manusia mudah lupa. As easy as that. If we need a thing to see/ to touch to remind us good thought every day, then why not?

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I remember in 2008, when i started my first job as a project engineer. I spent few hundreds from my first salary to buy a handbag. a Sembonia handbag. I remember it was on discount, and i got a Parkson voucher from the purchase. At that time i need a handbag for work so it wasn't a thoughtful purchase. In fact,i gave it to my sister after i quit my job in mid 2009. However i must say, the 'powerfulness' i obtained upon buying using my own hard earned money is surreal. I like that feeling. So i keep on spending my salary like a boss haha.

It last for few months until i decided to buy a car, using my own money. What hurts me the most was when some people claimed my working BF, now husband paid for the car. I feel like punching their jealous face sampai hancur berkecai tebaboom. Why should you be jealous of others? Tidak boleh ka perempuan yang baru 3 bulan kerja beli kereta? mesti ka lelaki yang pigi kasi fund baru bole beli kereta? ada kah kau sudah gila kerana kejelesan kau sendiri? tumbuk kau sana. Ok please ignore the last part, nonetheless, be careful with ppl with a heart full of jealousy. They can create stories better than in Titanic or Ombak rindu(??)

Fast forward, i started my postgrad studies while working as a research asst to my supervisor. I get better pay than working as a project engr. You read that right. I paid my study fee using my salary. Then i applied for scholarship and i succeed in the application but the setback was i have to let go my job. The choice is done. My study fee that i've paid beforehand is returned to me, plus monthly allowances for 6 months paid in total, which makes me 5-figured richer. Life is good weeeeee :). So that is how i manage to pay my car's loan, prepare stuff for my wedding reception and whatnots during my postgrad studies. Again, i confronted with jealousy ppl, saying that my then BF, now husband funded my study. It's getting more degrading, and i took it personally as if i only know how to spend his money. that was so fucking distracting. So distracting i refuse to let him pay for meals. Until i realize, kenapa la juga saya patut buat begitu, itu la bah yg dia mau tgk tu. Sungguh budu dan cencaluk saya rasa. So I found a better quote to confront this ppl,

'Dont wrestle with a pig, you get dirty but the pig likes it"

Often times, the problem does not originate from you but from the jelesi people themselves yg tidak tau bersyukur.

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So that's part and parcel of how far i've come to. From my first job, from my first car, from dealing with jelesi ppl. The rest of it you can read by browsing my archive, September 2008- Dec 2011. There might be some of the 'related' stories i wrote, although often times, i tend to just keep it offline. I'll try to post things similar to this from time to time, coz i believe i had an interesting life sampai org pigi jeles2 hahaha.

Ok that's all! :D

Brought from the past

A repost from my old entries here

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" If Man was created in God’s image, and if all men are created equal, why do people treat each other so badly? Each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life, people, relationships and GOD.  

When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. 

When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing Man can do.  

When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike. 

When you encounter people who are different from you, don’t judge them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their heart. 

When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate that you have, for you never know when you might lose it. And never, ever take your friends and family for granted because today is the only guarantee you have.

When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that person will love you back. But don’t turn your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put together.  

When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And remove your own masks to let people know yours.

When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that resisting temptation is Man’s greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.

When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no control.

For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused. " 

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and i used to get  funny comments, where have they gone? haha :D

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Enjoying my free time yeehuu! :D