Jul 28, 2008

Wrap up for July.

Throughout last week i manage to:
1. Shift from digi prepaid to postpaid. Being in LDR is fun, minus the constant $$ needed to top up the credit balance. So how digi postpaid gives benefit to me? Digi postpaid allows 1 supplementary acc. Any calls from the primary acc to the supplementary acc is costless. In this case, BF is the primary acc, i am the supplementary. How cool is that? *wink wink*.With our current economic's status, any steps that can cut the cost is worth taken. Including trimming ur own hair (nah, kidding :p) 2. Able to divorce myself with internet world for a while. *notice the alang alang punya post*. I sense the intimate relationship that's going on with me and the virtual world as i always hooked in front of my lappy from am to pm, and it's definitely not good. Not forgetting i'll start working soon. -Unrelated- 3. There's tendency that this blog will be untouched for a long while, so dont miss me. Heh. 4. To my newly blogger friends; urangranau, wel, reno, san,'s been a great time spamming ur shoutbox.. I'll keep on spamming when i have time to do that in office kio.. kekekeke. p/s to san and reno, sudah2 la berabut daging bbq tu. hehe 5. Next up, convocation. Yeay!

Jul 25, 2008


Urangranau tag me

**************Start copy*************** InstructionsTitle: The Age That I Wish To Go Back To Requirement: Write about the one age that you wish to go back to and why? Tag Mode: 5 bloggers 1st - You leave their blog and post link and add to the list below. 2nd - Let the blogger you want to tag know they been tagged by comment in their blog or etc. The Age that they Wish to Go Back to: Amidrin wish to go back to age 22 to correct back some mistakes in life. Lemonjude wish to go back to age 6 to enjoy kid’s life. L’abeille wish to go back to any year but never return to age 28. Sweetpea wish to go back to, actually, just thinking about 17. Jean Chia wish to go back to 14 years old. eastcoastlife wishes to go back to age 24 when she’s in demand. Emila wish to go back to the age of 7 to live that precious moments again Rizal wish to go back to the age of 7 - 7 super wonders of my world. Mangosteenskin wish to back to age 7 to chase back Macik Piut’s geese and dogs! Mariuca wish to go back to age 14 to forget her current sorrows. LadyJava wish to go back to age 23 to say goodbye to her father and tell him, ” I love you” Shirley a.k.a Beautiza wish to go back to age i was 21 years old just to hold my sweet memories and undo mistakes i have made back then. Ornest wish to go back to age 13 to develope my football skill urangranau wish to go back to age 1, I wan't to start all over again with my life and undo all the mistakes I've made.. mell wish to go back to age 15, and continue being a sporty girl till now. I wish i never stop gettin' involve in sport. **************End copy*************** I want to tag Nielledarren only. hehe..

Jul 23, 2008

At last..

Emo SmileEmo SmileEmo SmileEmo SmileEmo SmileEmo Smile I got a phone call last afternoon, saying.... "We decided to employ you!" Emo SmileEmo SmileEmo Smile And guess what, tomorrow is my bufday! That my friend, is the sweetest thing that could happen to me. Double celebration! Yeay!

Jul 22, 2008

Kena tagged oleh si wel

Peraturan dia: “The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.Each player answers the questions about themselves.At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment (atau bole jg call/sms, mana2 pun bole), letting them know they’ve been tagged.Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.”
Question 1: What were you doing 5 years ago? Undergone my pre-u in Labuan. Question 2: What were the 5 things on your to do list today? I have no to-do-list since i'm a free lady,which time is not of the essence hence i just let u know things that i normally do la
  1. Cleaning up the house
  2. Cooking
  3. Job hunting via online
  4. Chatting
  5. sms-ing with bf
Question 3: What are the 5 snacks that you enjoy?
  1. Fruit pickles
  2. Ice cream
  3. Chocolate
  4. French this a lot
  5. Self made Onion rings..sedap
Question 4: What are 5 things that you would do if you were a billionaire?
  1. pay off my ptptn
  2. invest the $$ in real estate
  3. buy a house and car
  4. ask Jamie oliver to cook for my family everyday.. if not him,si chef wan pun bole la.
  5. pegi kasi aspal jalan raya di kampung i, and tanam jatropha curcas
Question 5: What are 5 jobs you've had? (with income) Tuition teacher for physics and add maths .........lack of job experience :-) (w/out income) Blogger..kehkehkeh tukang siram sayur, tukang cabut sayur di kebun nenek i. tukang kasi bersih rumah I decided to cease it here. You can do it if u have lots of time to kill. Have a nice day.

Jul 16, 2008

Only 2 positions..TWO

Total (means number of applicants) = 605 penganggurs Total consideration (lepas screening la konon) = 585 penganggurs + Me But ya, this is not the only job i've been apply to. Waiting for others as well. This solely depends on the HR's management of the company. Laju2 la process the application,dang it. Just so you know :)

Jul 15, 2008

Miss USA terjatuh

As we all have known Miss Venezuela is the newly crowned Miss Universe 2008. Kasian anak ini. Sakit tau. Still can applause confidently after the fall. So the moral behind the story: 1. Pakai la skirt yg pendek2. 2. Mau jadi ratu mesti pandai cover..bukan kentut sj mau cover. haha.. Itu sj la yg sy dapat fikir, you all tambah2 la sendiri ye. *ceh*

meet my current friend- influenza virus..cessss

Flood parade in Telipok last week, sampai kancil pun nda dapat limpas. I went there to help uncle aunty to clean up the mess in their house due to the flood's aftermath. It was friggin' cold, and the next day, nah.. sore throat, initial indication of mau fever. And it materialize the next day. kasian anak ini. As i keypoh earlier in my prev post about the part time lab demo thingy, it was cancelled last minute. Sekali lagi kasian anak ini. However, yesterday i got another part time job as mathematic tutor in the uni. Yeay!!..but i need to find someone to replace me in case i got employ soon. And this simply means i need to brush up my math skills, again. But no worreh la, i always enjoy the subject. keh keh keh..

Jul 12, 2008

Mari berjiwang

Michael Bolton- When a man loves a woman This song always makes me go gaga.. Gaga.. Gaga.. Gaga.. Be sure you're 21 and above. *mcm la sia mau check ic kamurang bah..haha*

Jul 11, 2008

Insecurity is my middle name..hah!

And i do not kid you when i say that. I believe those who know me in real life will be surprise to read this. I've googled some info about feeling insecure, and i come across this which is quite similar to what i face with.
Joyah (bukan nama sebenar) recently fell in love, and although everything was going smoothly between her and her partner, Joyah felt insecure about the relationship. She dreaded the day that it would end and was always worried about their future together. Whenever she received a complement from her partner she assumed he didn't mean it and thought to herself: "I'm sure he's lying."
This is exactly i feel when i receive any compliments from him. Weird thing is, i open heartedly accept all compliments from my friends but NOT him. And why does this happen?
Feelings of insecurity in relationships are mainly due to not being sure of one's self, looks or anything else you consider important. You just don’t feel that you are good enough for your partner and so you always think that he/she will be looking for someone to replace you.
True. The only way of keeping him to myself is to be perfect. I want to be a perfect partner for him, i want to be the best-est among other girls that he used to be close with. But with this mountain-high-enough hope which i think is larger than my ability, i tend to feel inferior: "Others can do it, how cant you?", "Are you that weak?" etc etc..hate it when it happen.
And how to overcome this?
1. Buiding self confidence: Sometimes the problem is with an aspect other than self image. It may be that a lack of self-confidence is the root of your feelings of insecurity. You don’t trust your ability to retain someone's love for a long period of time, and so fear that your partner will suddenly decide to leave you.
True, and that's what drive me to be perfect thus minimal chances of letting me go. Who dont want a perfect partner anyway? But ya, i need to gain the self confidence rather than doing something larger than what i'm capable of.
2.Remove the inferiority: Perhaps one of the strongest reasons that can make someone distrust his abilities is feeling inferior when compared to other people.
If ur partner have ex or ex-es before, it kills you everyday thinking: "Am i better than his ex?", "Does he find me pretty than her?", "Does he loves me more than his ex?" etc etc. In this case, i know i am much more better than the previous-es. *minta puji mode, ignore her*. And guys,if you know ur parther has self inferior, do not ever talk about other girls/Angelina Jolie/playboy mates in front of your partner, UNFILTERED. You know what i mean.
I've come clean and told you about my weakness, being insecure it is. And i know how it will affect the relationship if i dont confront it and make peace with it. Ya, it's very tough, but no one promise me life would be easy. I know there are lots of women/men out there who are of the same shoes as me, and by admitting "I am feeling insecure with..." is already a big, positive step. In fact, we are not going to solve any problem unless we admit there is a problem right? Haih,i sound like my grandma already. End of theraphy session. Yeay!

Jul 10, 2008

This is for those who still lives in denial..

You're Not Exactly Psycho...
But it's pretty obvious that a small part of you isn't over your ex yet. It's time to give yourself some space from him - being friends is not going to work right now. So stay away from your ex for now... before he turns you into a psycho!
The result DO NOT reflect author's motion against her ex. Si bedebah itiew suda lenyap dari sejarah hidup ku.. wah..haha Few days ago i was chatting with my girlfriend when she suddenly inquiring about my ex. GF: Ex-bf ko si *** bah kan? Me: Ya,why? GF: Actually dia couple dgn kawan sy bah skg. Me: Oh,ya ka? I was like *ada juga org mau si bedebah yg curang tu*. Then GF non stop asking me this and that, while i, enjoying every moments answering her. It's like a theraphy session for me bah,so i think there's no reason to run away from the questions. In fact, all my feeling towards him is DEAD already thus aint no way it'll become zombeh.. This post is not meant to make any souls unease, but this is to make ppl realise on how we should dare to encounter face to face with the past. The hurtful past it is. *yg happy past buat apa* .I'm aware of some ppl who choose to let time mend the broken heart, and solely rely on time. Time is only the catalyst bah, only u can help u. I'm enjoying my new found love *padahal suda 2 tahun la dey* I believe hardship will come with a reward at the end. If only u read this si be-the-bah, terima kasih kerana mencurangi saya *melayu pekat kaw kaw ni* , because life is great eversince!

Jul 9, 2008

Jul 7, 2008

How bad can it be now?

Malam yang panas. 4x showers in a day ok. Malam yang boreng but this saves the nite. Malam yang muram but this tickles me to the bone. Choose hips. *giggles* Internet is cooollll.. *duh* I think i should make best use of my chatbox. Best lagi chat di sana. So people, apa lagi.

Jul 6, 2008

My deadly sins meter and sumo

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on I think all should be high only exception for wrath, should be the highest. Being a sucker in anger management dpt, mi familia and bf will surely agree 200% on that. Am in sumo diet now. Iya, that SUMO bah geng (sumo as in fat wrestlers wearing thong punya sport). Aiming to gain few kilos this month because my body system works differently than any sapiens. While ppl staying at home tido makan and gain extra weight, me in the the weirdest reverse way becoming size 0. Not proud of that.

Jul 5, 2008

Studio version of...

Always be my baby by David Cook. SEXY! Anything good is worth sharing. I know, you're welcome.

Jul 3, 2008

Hohoho.. ( i aint santa)

I feel like blogging, but i'm almost an inch to reach brain dead, well literally. Emo SmileThe job hunting thingy has drained me of all strength hence taking away all the good sleep that i used to have.
Life without job is stressfullllllllllll!!!!! Akan tetapi.. Jeng jeng jeng..
I have been offered a job as lab demonstrator for environment subject. Anything that yields money is good bah now. So juniors, watch out Emo Smile
It will only lasts for max 1 month, which is good for someone who's dying to fill the time, temporary with a decent, money-earning job. Thus, people will see me wandering often in the uni again. Emo Smile
* Do you ppl aware of the rival between 2 S'porean whores bloggers which creates eddy in the blogsphere nowadays? KennySia post about it today, and that my friend (kenny's fav line) is a bold move. Bottom line is, both are fake and hodoh and brainless and 'ho'..Ignore these attention sucker*

Jul 1, 2008

1st of July

I am still in job hunting peeps, and i'm sure i will nail down one soon.

It's july now. Another 1 month plus before i graduate. Yihaa..

Just a quick update, so that ppl knows i am still alive.

Find me :-)

I have cropped some part, i bet you know what part it is. Life is never that easy bah, same as finding me. Ngeh ngeh ngeh..

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