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Oct 29, 2008

lalalalalala

This condition might be the consequences of various feelings which come in bundle (in 3 days,mind you)..If few days ago i was so merry like santa, and yesterday was so down, today i am amuse..of myself! haha. Macam ayat orang gila pula bah ada konflik perasaan. Atau adakah saya mencipta konflik perasaan sendiri nih? lols. Some say,time will heal everything, which i dont agree a pinch. Let say in a chemical reaction, we need two reactants to produce one product (assume this is an ideal reaction, no side product). In order to shift the reaction to favoring the product, we need catalyst to increase the reaction rate. However catalyst wont be consume during the reaction,if it comes in 1 mol, then out will be 1 mol too. This is how catalyst and time (as per context) is connected; We can put in as many catalyst as we want to increase/decrease the rate but at the end of the reaction, the quality of the product depends strongly on reactant, which is in this case is the human lah. Funny when us, humans keep on relying on time to mend things, but it happens to some people, and no offence if you're happen to be one of them. This a note to myself to stay compose supaya tidak jadi gila semula. Anyway,i've been listening to this track by Jay Chou for few days. A sombre one,but i dont feel the sadness while singing,which is so unlike me. Adakah saya suda sot? Hm..My tongue get twisted singing the song, that's when i know my mandarin gagal dengan cemerlang suda.
ru guo yao zuo qing ni ji de wo ru guo nan guo
qing ni wang liao wo
I think i need another weekend gateway, dad too.

8 comments:

Medusa said...

hmmm girl i understand ur feeling.. (maybe not.. :P) i never been in ur situation but i guess i deal with other kind of situation which the result is.. "similar"

hence i always been in that changing attitude too.. at the moment i'll be fine and in any moment i'll feeling down.. i juz hope u'll b fine.. :)

im not good in giving advice.. TOTALLY.. but hmm.. rock on! :D

KaDusMama said...

Hmm..I'm not really good in advising people..but whatever it is bothering you..hope you will get over from it soon..take care.. :)

sweetie~ said...

admit,don't deny that sth hurting has happened....then allow yourself to 'mourn'....means cry as much as you can....talk/share as much as you can...get angry as much as you can and let it out(but ensure you channel it properly)....then move on (only at this stage that time will help)....if u didn't do the early part then you will never be healed even until the end of the world....haha smp end of the world lagi tu kan....

don't hold the grunge org bilang....or else it will hold you back frm moving on....ngeh ngeh ngeh

sweetie~ said...

klu yg putus cinta.....boleh la cari new bf utk kasi tulung2 hilang tu heartbroken....kekeke....tp jgn silap langkah nnt tambah parah tu kesakitan hati....

aiyaaa....sy tengah perang dingin jgk ni.....tengok la siapa yg menang...haha...punya jahat kan!

Wel^Beiolman said...

great song mell...minat jg ko sama jay chou ka.hehe..tp d song mimang meaningful la..good lyrics...with storyline..

whatever happened...I know u'll be fine..u one strong and fine lady..cheers!

^eStHeR^ said...

There are things that just can't be healed over time..
Hope u r ok bebeh! be the strong girl that i always know u r, k? muaxx.

Anonymous said...

I still believe time will heal eventually because as time goes by, we will learn to accept the facts or fate. Of coz when the thing first happened, we feel so hurt. We spend most of our time thinking about that thing. But after a week or month (period is depending on reactants hehehe), we will feel not so hurted anymore. As time goes by, many other things will come into our lives which make us spend lesser and lesser time to think what had happened before. The most important thing is to forgive and let go...

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Mell, dont worry be happy, ada tu keluar di you tube. try search and error..

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