*Excessive usage of you you you but it does not mean you but the………. wall :p :p

We have a pair of eyes and ears, and a brain to process the signal sent from our senses. Having said that, it’s only natural to believe what we see, what we listen to based on what we believe is right for ourselves. 

This justifies your judgments over somebody yes?

I personally think its ok to judge because if it’s a bad or good judgment, you’ll only do harm to your mental state only. The rest is either you can handle the post emotions out of it or not.

BUT it is not ok to make other people believe that your judgment is real. Fiction becomes non fiction.  

e.g Mula2 bergosip,then predators tidak puas hati sebab tidak cukup ‘info’. So they start watching every moves of its victim(s), judging starts, and then make it official that is what really took place. Predators feel happy to have settled the puzzle and start spreading around.

This is so common it happened anytime and anywhere.

You can judge but it doesn't give you the ultimate right to make other people believe as what you believe. Peduli lah kalau you stay in the same house with the person kah, atau you are bestfriends kah, atau you sit next to his/her table in the office kah, read me now: You can make full use of your eyes and ears then judge but at the end of the day, it’s only your state of mind and if you want to voice it, that is what we call ADVICE.

The one who knows better is the one involved in the problem/dilemma.

The real action in the real world is taken by the one who is in the problem/dilemma.

So please don’t put yourself down to the lowest ground and take these roles from them. You have ur own life, don’t you?

Necessity.

When i lost my luggage in lcct and survived 2 nights with the same underwear (i read you,i washed it ok), this word necessity comes into perspective. Before this incident, i assumed these are my necessities for short period of travel:

1. Toiletries: toothbrush,toothpaste, facial cleanser, day and night cream, uv body lotion, comb, hair serum, deodorant, miniature perfume, body lotion, shampoo and conditioner, Daia soap powder
2. phone and camera charger
3. solutions for contact lenses
4. underwear and bras. lots of it.
5. shirts/blouses and jeans/long pants. lots of it.
6. meds: paracetamol and my skin cream.

2 nights without my bag, i survived with only these

1. toiletries: (newly bought) toothbrush,toothpaste,comb,deodorant,body lotion, shampoo,Daia soap powder
2. a pair of underwear and bra.
3. a pair of blouse and jeans.

 I know these would only applicable when we have limitations, siapa juga mau beli 10 helai baju just because the luggage is mia for only few days but when i think of something, it definitely connects to the other aspect of my current life. Now i'm avoiding retail therapy because i tend to buy unnecessary things, and surrounded by guilty afterward. I dont like the feeling yet i keep doing it. I'm fully aware of that, and for that reason, it is wise of me to decline any sort of credit card promotions yang sungguh bermaharajalela di mall skg. Plus i'm not employed and it's satisfying using my own real money :)

I rather be traditional in spending, if i can afford it, i buy it. If i cant afford it now, i'll save money till i can afford it. Perhaps you can say i am not adventurous/too cautious enough in financial, be it. I live my life my own way. Most people cant just accept the fact 'i cant afford it' coz it's norm to relate 'can afford it' with 'i have money'. When 'i cant afford it' means 'i dont have money', what it does to someone's ego?Exactly!

Ok,from lost luggage to someone's ego, now you know to what extent my mind can go wandering haha. It's only my 2 cents ppl. You dont have to agree with me :)

How time flies ya, can you believe we're going to reach 2011 in less than 30 days? Oh mai. I feel like yesterday since i first register in Uni, now i'm about to head to my 3rd sem already woah.

Me and Fred had our pre wedding photoshoot last wed with none other than...jeng jeng jeng...J0j and his lovely wife of J0fanna Bridal. We booked a slot in February'10, at that time we were told that they only have free slots starting Oct till Dec onwards. Remember it was still February ok. Frustrating juga have to wait till hujung tahun baru bole di gambar2 but the wait definitely paid off.

Joj is crazily funny, entah how many times la i laugh big like a kiddo. His wife Nana is very creative too, hebat2 my poses ok hopefully my ketawa besar dont ruin it haha. It's been raining since i dont know when, if you notice on wednesday it was pretty sunny and we had the best sunset ever (yeah self proclaimed haha). And thursday it rains again woohoo arent we lucky? I can wait to look at the pictah. 

Aside from that, i have to give credits to Gwen Wong, the assigned makeup and hairdo (muah) artist for that day. Can you believe she did my makeup and my hairdo in only an hour? Most women takes longer time than that ok. You know what good comes out with less time spend for muah? We both have all the time to bergambar2..no rush at all yippeeeee. I have taken few pictures from the scene but im not going to share with you just yet hehe..So yeah, if you're interested to have her muah service, you can hop over to her blog or visit her studio in Megalong. I've heard about good testimonials on her services in malaysiabrides forum, now that i experienced it, i fully second that.

 J0fanna, me and Gwen

Other than that, Nubra rules! Find one of brand Mois. Betul2 melekat di ninin ok,from the beginning till the end of photo shoot. So who need strapless bra now? hikhik.

My wedding receptions both for KK side and longhouse side are going to happen next year. With these and my research works, i can see myself running like a headless chicken in a frantic pace haha, but challenge is what i love. I'm instilling good good thoughts in my head and advance planning is on the way. Yeah i know certain things wont go smoothly as you planned but i just love to keep the +ve vibes with me hehe. Afterall, this should be enjoyable bah kan, not to make one depress. I hope i can still bear that in mind when Fred disapprove my selection of our wedding theme color later haha.

I foresee 2011 is going to be awesome!

random pic: hinava that i made today slurpp

Out of boredom

born this!

  

One year long wall posts were deleted in less than 40 minutes, with the aid of basic programming and trial & error of course.

I did it all in the name of boredom. Yes boredom sucks big time. I'd rather getting the stress than being captive in a mind that shouts 'boring boring boring' all time. Not that i want to hide anything that i posted :). I just love a highly active brain :)

Last time i remember a game in FB that i'm addicted to, restaurant city. After playing it for almost 2 days, i just cant stand the stagnant playing mode but i refuse to quit. And you know why? Because i was a rank behind from a friend that is known for his high ego. So i think you can get it already haha.

I have known many hacks for this game but nothing beats this. from PIAIP. This also requires one to have a basic programming knowledge. A day before i was in tercorot rank but a day after, guess where did i rank. If you cant get it by now, you must be having problem with your maths :D. And you know what happen to the high ego friend? He send me message thru the game, telling i play cheat haha i just laugh. The day after, he gets the 1st rank and, upgraded his restaurant and buy expensive decorations available. Betul betul nda mau kalah haha. My trolling works! :p

Ok i think that's all to share. Nowadays i blog in proportional to my blogging mood which is getting low :p. The reason because I shared most of my instant thoughts in FB, be it in image or text. Add me as you please but please give me an idea of the person that im about to approve ya?

And to you who blogs, when you're daring enough to expose a bit of your personal life, then i believe you're ready to accept any consequences that comes in package with it. You just cant believe how someone can extract so many information from a mere photo. So share it wisely.

Of many dates to remember

20.10.2010 precedes them all. That was the date of my ROM (reg. of marriage) which took place in JPN Kuching with of course, my lelaki pujaan :)

The reception dates for both side are yet to decide,we are still planning. At least the crucial part is done :) That is what matter the most aiseh tersenyum kambing saya menaip ni haha. 

Now i'm back to my life in KK, and continue what i've started. Thanks dear Fred for having faith in me and let me pursue my goal although it cause us to live in distant. Nda senang oh laki mau kasi wife stay jauh2, God bless this man.

Enough about me, how about y'all lately? :)

Of August

Things (i remember) i did on August:

1. Cursing like there's no tmrw when i saw my car was a victim of hit and run,leaving scratches and dent yang sungguh menyakitkan hati. Please bagi saya parang panjang sekarang.

2. Menanam rumput (yes you read it right) dirumah di Kch. Fred choose pearl grass sebab sebab u google it lah, if i list it out i sound smart pula macam.. hahaha. I like carpet grass but then if ada kaca ka,batu2 kecil ka, lipan ka on it, you need to have a magnifier eyes to detect it because the grass is very dense, and lembut and hijau and selesa utk dipijak aduuuhh mari cabut balik itu pearl grass haha. The whole process from removing the big2 stones, cabut itu rumput liar yang sedia ada, applying the ready-fertilized soil and lastly tanam itu rumput are verrryyyy enjoyable. The time seems to pass us just like that. :) But then it is early for me to say i love gardening kikiki. We'll see how in future.

3. I know this fact for some time (ago) that Fred is a smart street fella. I see that in him everyday, through his ways of dealing with things, persons, gadgets, hardware and other stuffs. Few days ago i saw him dealing with the electrician about the lighting in our home,from the selections of the bulb,colour, looping and all the technical stuffs, i cant stop wondering how on earth this fella can tell so much of that when it is not his forte. I really admire his smartness, and i think that is why i fall for him 4 years ago ;). Happy 4th years anniv tomorrow dear :)

4. Do you know how much money a person can spend on curtains, railing, curtain rod and blinds for a house? If i said 4k would u gag? hahaha.

5. Work-wise, i hate to say this but September is going to be hectic mannnnnnnnn. It's tomorrowwwwwww.

 

6. Work-wise,jealousy can kill a friendship. Why can you just be grateful with what u have, why lah have to sabotage other's ppl work?? sheeesshhh. but on +ve note, i'm glad to know that i am a threat to him. haha. We are still friends and i've make peace with it. But next time, babai kepada sabotage mu. I know ur trick already.

7. I've heard so many sad news this month, from the demised of the loved ones, and breaking up. It's life after all, it shouldn't be easy. And i always believe in the saying that is 'what doesn't kills you, makes you strong'

Ok i better stop this, i shoud've finish some slides but end up writting this kikikiki.

Happy happy day people :)

I feel good knowing someone is constantly trying to locate me since 2002. And that includes finding me in the last address that i provide to her right before we both are parted.

Guess how the person find me?

Facebook lahhhhh.

For that reason, guna lah nama sebenar. You dont know who's dying to see you all the years :)

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I learn the art of saying no to a person who's so thick face to make it a yes despite the rejection. At first he was so polite to ask for favor but i guess i give him too much of yes-es, he started to think it is a yes to everything to a point he cant, eh he doesnt want to accept a no. wth.

A: can you send me to XXX at 11am?
Me: No as you can clearly see i am busy.
A: evening also can lah. ok.
Me: No i have lab to do.
A: it takes only 3 mins lah. Just send me, wait 3 mins, finish.

Me:  &%&%&&$^%#$^%#$

Dua kali NO pun masih juga buduh oh dia.

What did i do after the two times NO in a row were ignored by that fella?

I resort to vent in Facebook lahhhh since he's in my FBlist too. Best oh facebook hahaha!

And of course it was meant to those who thinks they OWN anybody's time. sheessshhh.

From tmrw onwards,i will lock my door from inside. No more no!

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Last but not least, happy fasting to all my muslim friends. I can picture myself in gluttony already haha.

Timelessness, romance & elegance. That’s what I want to achieve. To simply shoot from the heart. I’m not into chasing the latest trends. The ‘trendy’ stuff tends to get outdated after some time. I want to create art pieces that look elegant even after 10, 20 years.- Louis Pang

There you go, my want is summarized in 3 lines of sentences.

So you notice a change yes? A minimalist to the core haha, and do you know that a black (or dark) screen background consume less electricity than a white screen? :)

And this

Can u hold ur rage knowing that dent isn't cause by you, and it was a case of hit and run?? THIS IS MADNESSSSSSSS!!! At the moment, nothing much i can do other than swearing like a mad woman hahaha and allocate some budget to fix that *inhale*. I'm trying my best to catch the culprit, and get his/her plate no. I parked my car everyday in that vicinity, at least i know which car is driven by a dumbas$ pfftt.

Sindiran yang random

I've been getting some sarcastic remarks from my unenlightened friends saying:

"Kau tidak penat belajar kah?" 

That came out from a mouth of a friend that works in an academic field. Yes i know what u're thinking.

"I only own a diploma but i have many working experiences. Tiada guna saya belajar tinggi2, senang juga saya dapat kerja."

Many experiences (??) and she's only 25 (?!). What does that tells you? Some people, they only want a job hence the stagnant work life. Some, they are very ambitious. If you're ambitious, you can complete this sentences.

"Higher level studies is for only those who are scared and reluctant to face the real world."- via FB ok!

What real world? Do you think i'm in Mars? lol. As if she knows how it is being in this level of education. In employment world, you have boss(es). In my case, we have supervisor(s). They both have a thing in common; they can be such a pain in the ass. Apart from that, we meet challenges in any paths of life. Bukan time kerja seja ada cabaran, yes?

And if anyone wants to argue about financial responsibility that people perceives only working people are experiencing, well, in a month i have to pay my car, my study loan, electricity bill, fuel, food, kawin savings, $ for minimal shopping (haha). I dont complain much about that because i have smart ways to manage my finance ;) Perhaps you wonder,how a full time student like me has money to pay all that? The money is not from my parents, of course not from Along, or from my fiance. One fine day,i shall tell you hehe.

Back to the topic, sayings like these doesnt have any power to fade my spirit to pursue the things that i'm currently on. My intention to state those is only to make all of you aware the kind of mindset of people that lives amongst us. Defensive actions are only wasting my energy,i just make peace with the fact that they are not well enlighten, yet :)

A click that left me ponder

I'm moved by my conscience to click the facebook profile of a friend that i once had.

His profile is still there.

His wall is still occupied with funny quizzes such as siapa yang menyintai kamu bla bla..pfft.

But the fact is,he has gone forever. He passed away 21 days after his 25th birthday.

He was quiet in the class yet very composed. No one knows about his passing until a month later, including his close friends back in uni.

This isnt a post to mourn or to reminisce the sweet/bad memories about my late friend. We have done those upon knowing the sad news.

Death is inevitable, i know. In fact life is taken everyday. Everybody knows these. I believe you do too,my dear reader(s).

Life is too short for us to get mad at petty things, to complain over things that you cant control,to regret about the past and feel free to extend the list.

Start practice gratefulness,my dear friends. We dont know when is our time.

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Here are two funny photos of me, a friend, and the late friend (sitting behind the bus)

Funny bah these candid pictures, it still and always cracked me up.

Missing Missy

I know this is a lengthy joke, believe me you're going to laugh throughout this post.

credit to 27b/6

From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 9.15am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Poster

Hi
I opened the screen door yesterday and my cat got out and has been missing since then so I was wondering if you are not to busy you could make a poster for me. It has to be A4 and I will photocopy it and put it around my suburb this afternoon.



This is the only photo of her I have she answers to the name Missy and is black and white and about 8 months old. missing on Harper street and my phone number. 

Thanks Shan.  

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 9.26am
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Poster

Dear Shannon,
That is shocking news. Luckily I was sitting down when I read your email and not half way up a ladder or tree. How are you holding up? I am surprised you managed to attend work at all what with thinking about Missy out there cold, frightened and alone... possibly lying on the side of the road, her back legs squashed by a vehicle, calling out "Shannon, where are you?" Although I have two clients expecting completed work this afternoon, I will, of course, drop everything and do whatever it takes to facilitate the speedy return of Missy.

Regards, David.   

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 9.37am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Poster

yeah ok thanks. I know you dont like cats but I am really worried about mine. I have to leave at 1pm today.

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 10.17am
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Poster

Dear Shannon,
I never said I don't like cats. Once, having been invited to a party, I went clothes shopping beforehand and bought a pair of expensive G-Star boots. They were two sizes too small but I wanted them so badly I figured I could just wear them without socks and cut my toenails very short. As the party was only a few blocks from my place, I decided to walk. After the first block, I lost all feeling in my feet. Arriving at the party, I stumbled into a guy named Steven, spilling Malibu & coke onto his white Wham 'Choose Life' t-shirt, and he punched me. An hour or so after the incident, Steven sat down in a chair already occupied by a cat. The surprised cat clawed and snarled causing Steven to leap out of the chair, slip on a rug and strike his forehead onto the corner of a speaker; resulting in a two inch open gash. In its shock, the cat also defecated, leaving Steven with a wet brown stain down the back of his beige cargo pants. I liked that cat.
Attached poster as requested.
Regards, David.


 

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 10.24am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Poster

yeah thats not what I was looking for at all. it looks like a movie and how come the photo of Missy is so small?

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 10.28am
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Poster

Dear Shannon,
It's a design thing. The cat is lost in the negative space.
Regards, David. 

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 10.33am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Poster

Thats just stupid. Can you do it properly please? I am extremely emotional over this and was up all night in tears. you seem to think it is funny. Can you make the photo bigger please and fix the text and do it in colour please. Thanks.   

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 10.46am
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Poster

Dear Shannon,
Having worked with designers for a few years now, I would have assumed you understood, despite our vague suggestions otherwise, we do not welcome constructive criticism. I don't come downstairs and tell you how to send text messages, log onto Facebook and look out of the window. I am willing to overlook this faux pas due to you no doubt being preoccupied with thoughts of Missy attempting to make her way home across busy intersections or being trapped in a drain as it slowly fills with water. I spent three days down a well once but that was just for fun.
I have amended and attached the poster as per your instructions.
Regards, David.


 

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 10.59am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Poster

This is worse than the other one. can you make it so it shows the whole photo of Missy and delete the stupid text that says missing missy off it? I just want it to say lost.

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 11.14am
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Poster

 

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 11.21am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Poster

yeah can you do the poster or not? I just want a photo and the word lost and the telephone number and when and where she was lost and her name. Not like a movie poster or anything stupid. I have to leave early today. If it was your cat I would help you. Thanks.   

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 11.32am
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Awww

Dear Shannon,
I don't have a cat. I once agreed to look after a friend's cat for a week but after he dropped it off at my apartment and explained the concept of kitty litter, I kept the cat in a closed cardboard box in the shed and forgot about it. If I wanted to feed something and clean faeces, I wouldn't have put my mother in that home after her stroke. A week later, when my friend came to collect his cat, I pretended that I was not home and mailed the box to him. Apparently I failed to put enough stamps on the package and he had to collect it from the post office and pay eighteen dollars. He still goes on about that sometimes, people need to learn to let go.
I have attached the amended version of your poster as per your detailed instructions.
Regards, David.

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 11.47am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Awww

Thats not my cat. where did you get that picture from? That cat is orange. I gave you a photo of my cat.

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 11.58am
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Awww

I know, but that one is cute. As Missy has quite possibly met any one of several violent ends, it is possible you might get a better cat out of this. If anybody calls and says "I haven't seen your orange cat but I did find a black and white one with its hind legs run over by a car, do you want it?" you can politely decline and save yourself a costly veterinarian bill.
I knew someone who had a basset hound that had its hind legs removed after an accident and it had to walk around with one of those little buggies with wheels. If it had been my dog I would have asked for all its legs to be removed and replaced with wheels and had a remote control installed. I could charge neighbourhood kids for rides and enter it in races. If I did the same with a horse I could drive it to work. I would call it Steven.
Regards, David.  

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 12.07pm
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Awww

Please just use the photo I gave you.

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 12.22pm
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Awww

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 12.34pm
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Awww

I didnt say there was a reward. I dont have $2000 dollars. What did you even put that there for? Apart from that it is perfect can you please remove the reward bit. Thanks Shan.

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 12.42pm
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Awww

 

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 12.51pm
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Awww

Can you just please take the reward bit off altogether? I have to leave in ten minutes and I still have to make photocopies of it.   

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 12.56pm
To: Shannon Walkley
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Awww

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From: Shannon Walkley
Date: Monday 21 June 2010 1.03pm
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Awww

Fine. That will have to do.

An accident with a happy ending

I guess i am lucky today :)

 

Last morning, i involved in an accident at the Kingfisher's roundabout. The mistake was partially shared by me and the other driver which is a guy. I was panicking like hell, but i still manage to drive my car to the other side so it wont cause any massive jammed, bulatan KF baitu! But the guy and his car stayed there. I get more panic, thinking 'mati lah,berhenti suda oh tu kereta. rosak kah suda tu ah' haha. funny bah my assumption.

While driving my car out of the 'scene', in that instant time i manage to convert that panic mode to this kind of thinking,

'What worst could happen juga? You and the car are fully insured bah. It wasnt that we both bang into each other's car. Mungkin scratch seja lah tu,bole polish bah juga. If itu orang mau pukul kau, banyak bah saksi kau tu. kau tenang seja'

Itu lah antara ayat ayat utk menyenangkan hati and it works! I dont feel panic anymore, that gave me a bit  control of the situation thus i went out of the car and the guy came to see me too (all the way from the bulatan bah adeeii).

When i thought he was about to vent his anger to me and i was ready to take it like i am the only one to blame, he said 'kau tiada apa apa ka moi, saya nampak kau berhenti sana, saya ingat kau ada apa apa'

ADOYAIIII  PUNYA LEGA SAYA DENGAR KAU CAKAP BEGITU UNCLE.

Then the rest was history. Bersalam salaman lagi bah kami dua. haha. This was my very first time involved in an accident and i'm glad no one is injured, my car only get scratched so did the uncle's car. If it happens otherwise, i doubt that i'll drive again.

Today, I've learned my lesson. Nasib saya panic in the first place because it helps to rationalize whether there is a point to feel such or not but next time i hope to stay calm lah, knowing i have such experience sudah kan haha. Things did happen for a reason. For me to learn. :)

Biting midges

 Damn you biting midges

I mistakenly thought it was sand flies that bite me. Keluarga kau juga tu, sorry lah saya mau say sorry.

Mungkin tu scars akan hilang naturally dalam 10 tahun lagi lah tu, but with bio oil i hope it will shorten the period. While i'm at it, beranikan la diri untuk bertanya 'kenapa kau tidak pernah pakai skirt/ shorts?' Saya tumbuk kamu kaw kaw di tulang rusuk.

Oh by the way,i own that hideous leg. Tidak payah google contoh image gigitan when i can just snap the image of my kaki haha.

Updated: A year later, click here

Selamat tinggal bujang

..in October baaahh. Bawa bertenang peminat (kunun) hahaha.

For the record,reception is not going to take place on this year. Banyak bah benda mau urus, need to prepare our house (yes,i'm going to reside in Kuching once i'm done with the MSc), myself with my research because there's no freaking way i'm going to extend my studies to 3-4-5-6 years, Fred with his career that has reach almost to its peak, i'm going to ease his life by not putting him into a situation where he has to choose haha. So basically, we need to prioritize. So first thing first kasi legalize dulu ini relationship.

An info for you non sabahan who wants to get hitch with a sabahan  (correct me if i'm wrong), as in my case a Sarawakian guy and a Sabahan lass, i need to provide a Surat akuan bujang (which i can get from the commissioner of oath) to prove that i never involved in any perkahwinan secara adat, atau perkahwinan terancang secara adat. Mana la tau bapa sy pernah kasi kawin sy sama tu tanak wagu sana kampung time masih kecik And this surat need to be attached with the R.O.M application form.

Surat akuan bujang is fully written in Bahasa Melayu and ada akta2 lagi, and one funny sentence that glued to my head is this..

"Saya ingin berkahwin dengan lelaki pujaan hati saya bernama ______________ (No IC: ___________ )"

Lelaki pujaan hati saya bah! Not funny, but too jiwang to my liking. haha. Sempat lagi saya menahan ketawa sambil bertendang2 kaki dengan si Fred waktu tu kerani sibuk2 menaip.

Sekarang, this doc is the 2nd important thing after my IC.ehek :p

Tmrw is monday, i think it will pass me without me knowing it. Mau kasi siap byk benda sebelum dateline, but it's ok lah coz i'm going to Miri on friday lahhh yihhhheeeeee.

Not your typical travel log

Obviously this is a very long post, you might want to bring your coffee along.

I was in the pearl city for the past 6 days. Purpose: To attend a meeting which i think can be a success without me, and of course, to conduct my experiments.

20 June

The journey from Kota Kinabalu takes about 9 freaking hours via road, me and the assigned driver only stopped for 2 reasons; lunch and fuel. I cant say much about the journey as i seriously dread a long winding road trip.

Fast forward.

I reached Semporna at 6.30pm and immediately checked in at Dragon Inn Floating resort, not my favorite place to stay due to the distance from the city and limited places to eat. However, the meeting started as early as 8.00am on the next day,and the office is situated in front of the Inn which is a few steps away. I still can make it on time for the meeting although i might get up a little bit late than usual. haha.

One night stay, for 1 person inclusive of breakfast and entrance fee to the so called 'live aquarium' is RM66. The room is equipped with aircond, heater, 14' TV provided only the national channel and emm that's about it. The most turndown of this Inn is they dont provide either water heater or mineral water to the guests wth, that's the very basic necessity yes? I just couldn't comprehend. Another thing, the wall that separates between the rooms are not emm soundproof? To the point where i can tell which channel the adjacent room is tuning in. I kid you not. You just dont want to spend your honeymoon here.

I took my dinner at the Dragon Inn cafe. The food is nothing to shout about. After dinner i went straight to my room. Rest for a while then took my shower. God knows how tired i was, i sleep in no time. zzzzzz.

21 June

I surprisingly woke up quite early. Took a hot shower. Repacked all my stuffs. Went for the breakfast at the cafe. Not a buffet style, and you can only opt for tea or coffee, with our without milk/sugar, tagged along the banana fritters and kaya toasts. For a light breakfast eater like me, it's more than enough.

At 8am, on my walk to the office to attend the meeting, i was greeted by an officer from the dept.of fisheries, together with some students and a lecturer from um and usm. They happened to involve in that meeting too. So it's only natural to introduce ourselves to each other kan. 

Then we reached the office, went to the meeting room and waited for the dof director  for few mins. While waiting, i steal some time to look at the pics displayed outside of the meeting room. Mainly about fish bombing. The cases used to be were very severe in Semporna, that was before the seaweed farming was introduced in 70's. I shall elaborate more one day.

Fast forward.

Once the meeting was over, i went back to Inn to checked out. Brought all my stuffs and load into the boat. The activities on that day was to visit two potential areas of seaweed farming; Salakan and Sebangkat. Some datas were taken ie. depth of the sea in that area, amount of dissolved O2, amount of light etc. I'm not going to bored you with the data and sample collection. So let's fast forward.

We stopped at UM$ seaweed mini estate and research station in Sebangkat. This was my 2nd time visit. It is actually a wooden house with a wide platform, in the middle of the sea. It consists of 1 room, 1 so called living room, a kitchen equipped with kitchen utensils, a decent toilet with a door (thank God) but in the sea, you know where your 'wastage' goes to haha, a genset which is only switch on during night time and switched off before we dozzed off. No supplied water (duh), only rain water. That is vastly used for bath, for cooking, for washing dishes/clothes, in short everything that you normally do with supplied water. We bought 3 boxes of drinking water, a huge relief. And guess what, i stayed there for the remaining 4 days, and i'm the only female. Hardcore or not? heh :p. In the name of research, i shall perservere. haha bueekk.

Why on earth i opted to stay there? I can just stay in the hotel and travel back and forth to Sebangkat every day like last time but i didnt. The weather was a bit unpredictable during that time,i dont want to risk my life every freaking day spending 30mins twice a day in the boat knowing i might be struck with lightning, and the boat can flip due to strong current, add up with the strong winds. It's only for 4 days anyway,i can cope with that. hehe.

My first night in the station went smoothly except for three things; rat(s), mosquitoes and sandflies I remembered one advert in the TV, the main subject is the bodybuilder who cant stand the freaking mosquitoes fly surrounds him. Man i believe that now. And the sandflies are actually a 100x evil SETAN trapped in an insect body. The bites were itcccchhhhhyyyyy and worst, it leaves a freaking red marks like it bleeds, but actually it isnt. Not forgetting the rats, i dont know what's in their diet, they can push the lid of the pot and eat the remaining in no time. 

These explained my sleepless night during my first day. I just cant believed i am mentally and physically defeated by these small creatures. And oh,i sleep in the only room, the 4 guys were sleeping scattered-ly either in the living room or outside at the platform. It was a very hot night.

22, 23, 24,25 June

I was very busy conducting my experiments, so i have less time of doing other activities. The data collection  were taken every 1 hours from 8am till 5pm. Regardless of that,i can still cook in between teehee :)

simple dishes like these seems heavenly delicious when all of us were hungry. slurpp.

The 2nd dishes is a grapelike seaweed they called, latok or scientifically named as caulerpa lentillifera. You can eat it raw, or like me, i added some unripe mango (mangga muda lah,mau juga speaking london kan), squeeze in some lime to reduce the saltiness coz the latok here is veryyy salty. It taste gooodddd.

Once the experiments were done, i filled my time fishing with the guys. At night watching world cup with guys, rTm disappointed them many times. haha.

There's not much entertainment over here, less distractions and that helps me focus a lot in doing my job. However I felt really bored after i finished the experiments regardless of the never ending jokes from the guys and their ada ada seja activities. They even brought me to eat ABC, sell in the floating village nearby.

Will i stay here again next time? I will but after the last day of experiments, i shall leave the station and stay in the city. Boredom can literally kill me. And next time, i'll ensure i'll bring the insect repellent, and rat's poison or a cat. haha.

It was a good experience,it trained me to be resilient. When you have limitation to almost everything,it drives you to be more creative in solving problems. Thanks to the 4 guys back at the station. Oh i forgot to mention, one of them is my colleague back in UM$. Two of them are the Bajau laut, and one is Suluk. Not only i can adapt well with the condition, but im getting better with their slang too. haha.

Taken using my cellphone cam hence the quality. That platform belongs to the neighbor.

26June

Reached KK at apprx 5pm. Penat but it is a fruitful experiments. And i miss the smell of my bed soooo much. Guess what, i have not experienced food poisoning or any skin rashes throughout the stays. Good thing :)

Updates

 Aiseymen, as if anyone bother about it.

1. My research is progressing. I've tested the dryer, and the result is in line with the hypotheses with the max temperature reached is 63degC woohoo. Samples have been analyzed, results were put into graphs, report for first trial is done, handed to supervisor and he seems satisfied :p thus, i can have peace during holidays teehee :D Up next is running few trials,then improvisation, and hopefully i can publish a paper (two would be great hehe) before year end. If i manage to do that, that'll be a great personal achievement for me.

2. I've finalized a theme for my big day, already set the date, found a potential venue (yet), found a potential photog and videog (i already set my heart to it, i got to have their services). Up next is to do the reservations and bookings. My pre wedding photo shoot is on Dec because that is the only time both of us are available, so does the availability of jofann@'s brid@l team (their schedule is seriously packed, make me -_-"""""). Good things requires patience, let's keep it that way for the time being :)

I'm on my way to complete my MSc (by research) in full time mode and yet, prepping for my big day sooonnnnnnnn. Get the gist ? :D

Not updates.

I rarely have a decent conversation nowadays, most of the time i think i am talking to their egos. kalau yang satu tu begini, the other one pula nda mau kalah. kalau yg satu tu cakap lain, the other one pun nda mau nampak buduh terus minta puji lah. Human to some extent is capable of fooling themselves in order to get other peoples' acceptance, approval. When they dont get it, what they normally do is apa lagi, cakap besar lah hence the saying 'the loudest man in the room is the weakest'. That, i quote from the movie American Gangster.

Ok. I think that's all for now. Have a great day people.

Save the kinabatangan animals

That my friend is the campaign that is worth to promote.

The Orang Utan, Sumatran Rhinoceros & Pygmy Elephant are but three out of 10 rare species of animals that call the Kinabatangan home. DiGi, in aid of WWF’s Kinabatangan Corridor of Life (K-CoL) Reforestation Project, seeks to ensure that this continues for generations to come. The K-CoL seeks to connect isolated blocks of forests along the Kinabatangan, which will eventually allow wider wildlife movement as well as improve the quality of habitat along the forest corridor. This will also contribute towards restoring the ecological integrity of the K-CoL floodplain and help to conserve endangered wildlife and support ecotourism.

 Click HERE and find out how you can take part in this campaign.

If you read this far, i thank you for the attention :)

mau pigi ikea bahhhh.

Pergi satu kali seja nda cukup,sebab first time adalah moment utk kebaru-baruan haha. Second time and onwards adalah proses membeli belah yang suda dirancang sebab sudah tahu dimana position lampu2, pisau2, dan perabot2 minimalis. Tahun ini akan ada byk peristiwa so tahun depan sajalah itu beli belah sebab saya sudah berjaya membeli free seat punya air ticket penat tangan saya klik itu refresh. Do you know, a kid of age 2 yrs and above is considered as an adult in AirAsia? Oh you better know it by now.

Plus, sangat tidak sabar suda mau makan itu Beard Papa puff. Am salivating while typing this *telan telan*.

8 months to go, i better bring myself back to reality. Auuummm.

How to spend your saturday?

Easy, by main mekap2 :p

Not a makeover but a makeup workshop, which basically means i'm the one who did the makeups *grin* BUT of course aided by the pro herself :)

Conducted by the professional make up artist, Beverly Shim, of M.U.A.H (make up and hairdo studio) located in Grand Plaza Millenium, Penampang, it only takes 3 hours to complete. It was conducted in a group of  4 hence there's no way for any of us to not getting her attention. +1 on that. And ada sijil juga, make it +1 lagi. teehee :)

The dad

Dad finally got a FB account last week, and to date he has 117 friends or should i say our close and distant families from around the world? :D Yes that is his sole reason of having a FB account. I remember being so reluctant over his intention of having a FB account, till i refuse to lend him my laptop that he bought 3 years ago, but at the end can you guess who is the one guiding him in doing so? haha macam saya oh kan.

One good thing is that, i get to know my relatives that i never been introduced of. Make it two good things, now i know i'm from the Kanju generation, from my grandma side lah. (Mau suku abad suda saya ni, sekarang baru saya tau saya dari keturunan apa?! hoh *facepalm)

Ok,enough of that. I'm about to learn a new thing tmrw teeheee. Not that it is a new thing for me but it's an upgrade of what i normally do so still it's a new thing bah kan? :D

Till then.

Got it!

I know this sounds sooo ancient but i just got to tell I OWN SI ALVIN PUNYA CD LEARNING YOU SUDA!! haha. I personally love 'Sing a song' and 'Cincin', and since those songs come after another naahhhh, balik2 la sy rewind the two songs bah. And Vin, congrats on ur coming big day :)

A kickstart

"The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future, or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly."- Buddha quotes

Today's rambling

Start my day feeling upset over things that i cant control. Took few sips of coffee, and decided to just let things happen as it is. One day all these pieces will assemble to become a big picture, it'll make sense someday.

I purchased a dress via online last week, arrived at the same week (how fast is that!) but today only my sister manage to collect it. Bought it at Ladiesfash. Lovesssss the seller for the quick response and honesty. The dress is well describe in her blog, what i have in mind is the same as what i'm holding now :D Plus, it fits me perfectly :)

Some people are very skeptic about buying things online (guts and knowledge are needed,dont do it if you are the kind that is very consumed by negativity and impatient), and some will sarcastically ask you tiada sudah ka baju di KK ni sampai kau mau beli online?, in which i am so going to reply like this 'HALLOO, which year are you in? 1900?' haha. I get to know ladiesfash from Shoppingroll and fashionista1001 . These 2 sites do reviews on online shop of wide range of things: clothes, bags, shoes etc. They sure do update their blog in daily basis :D

Other than that, i'm very ecstatic knowing i'm doing my MSc for free. My application for pgd MOSTI is approved and i'm now waiting for the offer letter. Study fees of 2 years is covered plus, monthly allowances macam mana la sy tidak happy hehe.

Oh happy happy things,keep it coming. :D

9700 vs E72

Edited:

This is an amateur attempt of phone review. Please be nice to me XD. 


Upon the time of writing,i havent buy any of these phone YET.

Now i'm a proud owner of Nokia E72 yeah!

My SE phone has developed this keypad problem since few months ago (which initially still bearable lah coz only keypad no 4, 5 and 7 yg ada problem). What happen is that, i need to press more times to type the huruf that i want eg. i want to type huruf I, so i should press no. 4 three times only kan but with this problem i need to press like 4-5 times to get it right.

So if i were to type ' keypad ini buruk. Sila buang sy.', with just one attempt to press it ended up like this

"jeypad ini rd buquj. Sija auang ry."

Apa laitu. cis.

Imagine i want to scold anyone using SMS, sempat lagi sy ketawa tgk tu ayat berantakan haha.

Hence i'm scouting for a new QWERTY keypad-like phone, why i chose qwerty over normal keypad phone has nothing to do with my current phone problem,i just want a variation (eh tiba2 serius)

So when it's qwerty, BB bold comes first in mind. Terlalu cantik bah utk di ignore.

 

 BlackBerry Bold 9700

 Nokia e72

But a BB without BIS plan is useless and being a digi user myself, if i wanna buy BB + BIS plan + 12 months contract, it'll cost me RM 1649. For 24 months, RM 1299. I dont want to opt to buy the BB and the plan separately coz it'll definitely cost more. Nokia e72 cost RM 1230. Like they say, jadilah pembeli yg bijak.

No BIS for e72 (duh..), but can rely on the GPRS/Edge or wifi for the internet access in which sufficient enough for me since i only surf using my current phone occasionally (FB and emails). I still prefer to surf internet using a lappy and broadband, very much a traditional person hence i dont see the point of signing up for the digi BIS plan for rm68/month while i have my broadband and free internet access in Uni during daytime. Apart from that,i can retain my current digi call plan which is way cheaper than using prepaid.

And the thing about Nokia that i like is that, there are lots of freeware (3rd party apps) and 'crackware' available in the internet :D

And considering the fact that i might migrate to Sarawak in future, yes i need a phone that has GPS navigation, manatau la tersesat then nda pandai cari jalan pulang. Both BB and e72 have GPS but for BB the maps support only for US and Europe and although the map is download-able, it wont work exactly as in Symbian (which is the OS for Nokia mobile phone ;)). Nokia e72 can run the ovi maps (free ovi software and maps download here but i doubt the availability for M'sia punya map) or might as well follow like most nokia users' do: install 3rd party gps software which is Garmin Mobile XT :D

For a detail comparison of Nokia e72 and BB Bold 9700, click here

By this point i guess you can predict which one i'm about to buy :D not saying that it is better than the other one but i wanna buy a phone that is fully vandalised utilized rather than using it as a tool to show off :p

Ok. Till then.

Imagine

Stuck on this song even after few weeks watching that particular episode. I found one beautiful line that makes me wonder hard,

Imagine no possession, i wonder if you can.

In other words,can you disengage your attachment on certain physical things or perhaps, human? Having said that, i want to share one excerpt from Eckhart's brilliant book, A New Earth.

'Having'- the concept of ownership- is a fiction created by the ego to give itself solidity and permanency and make itself stand out, make itself special.

Just give it a thought my dear friends and yes, enjoy the song.

My auwww moment

Awakened by sis at 6 freaking-am,asking me to look after her 2 kids who sleep soundlessly when she's about to 'answer' the nature's call. Well,what worst could happen in 5 (or less) minutes right but still, I get up, walk to her room and lay down on her bed. After few sec, my baby nephew wake up and cry, in no time my  14-months old niece is awakened, seems puzzled looking at me instead of her mom, rubbing her eyes and guess what she did next? Beyond my expectation she kissed her baby bro who is cryinggggg the heart out wanting to ne-nen,and smiled :). That was an auwww moment lah indeed.

What's ur auwww moment? You can comment it here or blog it (seems like a concrete reason for me to update my (spider) weblog wakaka) 

Facial

The scorching heat sure take a toll on my skin, sangat dry plus the sudden outbreak of the jerawats (i have 5 red dots ah on my face gila kan, sy nda mau kira tu jerawat pun terkira juga) hence it's natural lah kan of me to get a facial treatment. Buruk la ba tu muka kalau kena kasi biar2. duh.

Booked a facial slot tmrw at Herbaline Karamunsing, besok baru tau whether it suits me best or tidak. 

Then, i'm doing favor for my friend. For those who resides in KK and interested to try on Mary Kay products you can check this event out:

FB's event link

Free admission to do skin analysis, facial and basic makeup class plus you're about to use MaryKay's products. Mana mau cari oh? :D

Ok, till then.

BS hunting

Since dear Fred was here last weekend, we went to visit few bridal shops in town. Found this thread in a forum that helps a bit in narrowing down the potential BS for us to engage with. (note: LifeBridal receives lots of good feedback in that thread. Way to go LB!)

I dont know how other couples choose the best BS for them, but as for us, we are very selective on the photographer him/herself. Nice gowns are everywhere but good photoG isn't. We dont want them to capture only nice pictures, we want the memories to be captured in it as well. Cliche,but who doesnt kan? In fact, i really dont prefer the pictures to have lots of modifications ie. bintang2 lah, bubbles lah, love2 lah. adeiii. 

I've been eyeing on Bennyliew and JoJ Yong works since i-dont-recall and good things is they're both engage in BS as well. Hoop over The Spell Bridal Boutique, Bennyliew and Jofanna Bridal, JoJ Yong . We too visit their BS, physically. As i said, nice gowns are everywhere. I love every gowns that i see. haha. Dasar perempuan mau kawin betul. 

At the end we chose XXX :p for our pre-wedding because they offer the exact package that we want, makes them the clear winner.

We checked out LifeBridal's package too but not exactly as what we have in mind, but i think praise should be given to the sales asst, very peramah and willing to explain in detail to us although there are like 2-3 couples waiting behind us :D

Till then, thanks for reading :)

I loveeee online store

`Would u gag upon knowing this only cost USD168.00/ MYR573, and free shipping to Malaysia? :D

 

And this GBP 89/ MYR 468 and free shipping as well? :D

Advance planning is going to help big time yes? *grin

Need to get this off my system

Bumped into someone in the past via online and decided not to have any contact with him. I've been avoiding him for 7 freaking years,so nothing is going to change. I know he's capable of putting up some stupid dramas just to get even with me, further he's very much driven by his inability to move on, all he knows is blaming it all on me,like most pussy did (not that kind of pussy you pervert). What else to say? Some people 'enjoy' building resistance to decline a change in their life.

Few friends are so stupid thinking they know everything that happened then assuming here and there, it spreads like a disease. Sickening. You dont live my life. Period.

Comment is off.

Mika - Blue eyes

Listen here

Come, sorrow is so peculiar
It comes in a day, then it'll never leave you
You take a pill, wonder if it will fix you
They wonder why sorrow has never left you

I'm talkin' bout blue eyes, blue eyes
What's the matter, matter
Blue eyes, blue eyes
What's the matter matter
so blind, so blind
What's the matter, matter
Blue eyes, blue eyes

Heard it first (iya kesian kan) on the radio while im on my way to school. Set aside the meaning of the lyric, i feel like memandu passing the beaches in a non-convertible car, macam di Miami haha, sambil menyanyi 'blue eyes blue eyes'. Oh i am so crazy, tell me about it haha, but that's what keeps in me in a good mood almost everyday :D So stay crazy ppl or at least, let loose. Jangan kau tekanan bah hari2, gila betul2 kau nanti haha.

How Tina Fey reminds me of my 'old' times

Confidence is 10% hard work and 90% delusion- Tina Fey. 

I couldnt agree more haha.

Being confident is never easy, because people tend to tag along the stupid ego with it.*sigh.

I once participated in a public speaking comp,it was 1999. All form 1 and 2 students were gathered in assembly compound,plus the teachers in-charge lah. They give you random topics, and you discuss it publicly. My topic was "penjajahan di negara kita" and seriously,i puked out all the ideas unaccordingly but still look mannered while doing it. haha. For sure a speech needs to be carried out structurally, but mine itu sangat kelam kabut but funny thing was, all of the students looked adamantly at the teenage girl speaking energetically-over in front of them. Macam gila mengkali sy di depan tu wakaka.

Only now i realize it was my crazy energy,hantam-sajalah-labu kinda ways that brings their affinity toward me,not the contents of my speech haha and maybe that's how i managed to get the 2nd place :D

I won something a year ago, i mean we coz it was a group work and i happened to be the leader of that group keke. One of the exec came to me and choose 3 of students including me to give a short speech in front of the VVIP guests. I am dumbfounded for few mins. Please kill me. 

As i stand in front of the podium, it becomes easy. And the rest is history, good ones :)

Anyone wants to share any related stories? I would love to read. :)

Vday's eve kikiki

Happy Chinese Year to all celebrating and of course, Happy Valentine's Day!

Saya akan meraikan Vday bersama keluarga kerana encik Fredy yg half cina itu meraikan CNY bersama keluarga dan kawan2 di Sarikei. Patut kah saya berasa sedih? Sudah tentu tidak, kegembiraan saya terletak di tangan saya sendiri. :D

On Valentine's eve (haha!), saya menjadi drebar kehormat kakak saya utk pergi berjumpa doktor di Lintas Square. Baik kan, kamu pun mau adik seperti saya bukan? Sesudah itu, saya merancang utk pergi ke Penampang utk 'survey survey' sesuatu, kakak saya lagi brilliant mencadangkan utk pergi ke Tjg Aru  pada pukul 12 tghari utk minum jus sedangkan YOYO berada di seberang jalan. Ya,sila ketuk kepala kakak saya skg. Terus saya pun menolak cadangan beliau dan saya tidak juga ke Penampang seperti yg dirancang. Sila teka saya kemana? Ya,kamu salah. Saya ke kingfisher utk mencuci kereta kerana badan kereta saya itu penuh dgn getah pokok-entah, dan kaler kereta saya itu kelihatan seperti black+ polka dot kechil. Supaya getah itu tidak melekat permanently,maka dicuci lah ia.

Jalan raya amat lenggang, saya sangat suka dan sungguh bersemangat mau pergi CP atau 1B. 'Ni ari mall buka sekejap seja la' kakak saya bilang. She's such a joy killer oh kan (biarpun apa dia cakap tu betul), oleh itu kami straight pulang ke rumah selepas mencuci kereta. Ok, itu lah cerita saya pada hari ni. 

Oh ada lagi, boleh ka saya mengadu pasal bunyi mercun yg bole membunuh org yg sakit lemah jantung dan menganggu tidur si bayi itu? So skg jgn persoalkan kenapa mercun itu di ban ok? Hmmpphh..Tapi saya masih boleh bersabar, dan saya maafkan mereka. (adeeeiiii)

Ok, have fun celebrating the days darlings! :)

I iz at peace

Robbers abduct two seaweed farmers

Manila joins hunt for Semporna gunmen

2 kidnapped Malaysians not in Sulu- military official

Location of kidnappers and victims still unknown 

On the contrary,

Life goes on as usual in Semporna

I'm very distracted by the news, but the plan is still on. I'm still going, and that doesn't simply indicates that i am that brave and that ignorance. Suffice to say, i know what i'm doing so does my supervisor. hehe :D

Tapi kan, I seriously dread the 11 hours road trip, kk-rnu-telupid-lahad datu-semporna that is. I've experienced enough of long journeys when i was still residing in LD, i thought it ends right after we moved to KK...to my dismay, ai iz wrong. However, if the weather permits we might opt for kk-kalabakan-semporna route, gravel road and very remote but distance-wise, it's shorter.

Ok,will update this again when the lazy bug is off me. haha. Take care ppl. Smile a lot, jangan suka menyindir.

Kata dua

I hold my tongue for quite sometimes and you seem to enjoy it, thinking i am incapable of being a bitch and throwing tantrums at you, even worst, you start calling me name(s). Today, i am so going to make you WISH you never know me AT ALL. Too much, yes. Blame it on yourself for NOT being man enough to handle rejection. 

Today's wed

I collected my updated IC today and by updated i mean with current pic and current address. I can just retain the old one and use it forever but often time during my encounter with the officer at immigration, he/she will ask me to recite my IC number and the address on it simply because i dont look like the person on that freaking IC demit. Malu besar ok? And now looking at my current IC doesnt ease me at all, that big fat face of mine will surely make the officer inquiry me again, and i can imagine how it goes

"kau kah ni? berapa umur kau time kau bergambar ni? kenapa kau gemuk disini? cuba sebut no IC kau sama alamat kau?"

Aduuuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..Feels like stabbing right to my jantung already!!

That was few hours ago, now i kinda accepting my face fate, i will live with it. Officer(s),  nantikan jawapan dari ku hahaha.

Seriously lah kan, why cant we get better pic in JPN as in our 4up photos in ordinary photo studio? It must be the camera and the settings,yes? It cant be the photographer's skill, are you kidding me? Macam la org di JPN tu need to meniarap or something alike to take the pic :D

Ok that's all about my wednesday. 

Yeay!

After 4 months of intensive journals reading, finally i managed to write a 6 pages research proposal. Maka diri ini pun merasakan sungguh stress-less lah buat masa ini. Btw, my first lab work on drying systems is going to be at the end of this month, in Semporna (again). My supervisor suda awal2 remind me this:

" If you ada bf, dia kena faham la dengan kerja u ni,u ni kene banyak jalan tau ". 

"I know Dr. dont worry" i said. Padahal that isnt my main concern, dalam hati 'aish,susah suda mau plan jalan2 kalau begini' hahaha. I know in the 1st place that once i join this group i need to stay mobile anytime, including during public holidays @_@ but i believe i'm working with bunch of nice/talented/wise people that worship holidays like me hahaha, and i dont think they too want to work during holidays.  I'm a positive person,u see haha.

My research as i told is mainly about seaweed so i'm going to work closely to laut lautan and  pulau pulauan. It's just natural of me if i want to learn swimming bah kan? Can anyone suggest me anyone/any place that offers swimming lesson in KK? Jangan bilang sana stadium likas, kasi spesifik nama pengajar dia (eh eh mau jadi garang pula hahaha). Kalau ada FEMALE readers yg pandai berenang dan cukup baik hati mau ajar diri ini, lagi bagus :D 

And, my reading routine has made me a person yang sungguh tidak suka menulis, tapi enjoy membaca hence the lack of updates in this blog, but i enjoy reading other ppl's (fiction or non fiction) stories. I once heard  a lecturer mention that, in order to write a good research proposal, one need to read more and more and more journals. One can be very good in english but at the end of the day, it's not your language competency that counts but how you write it. Now i get it. :)

Ok,i hope you enjoy reading this as much as i enjoy reading yours. Take care ppl.